I feel so because a few days ago as i was just thinking how words always affect me so much, I suddenly got reminded about an incident. Although it was just a few words, but the words just lingered in my head...and my heart hurts even more. It's already the past, but yet i still can't make myself banish that from my mind.

It hurts so much for me to know that the people whom I treasure soso much do not remember words i deemed as important. When I knew about it, I just refused to repeat myself for I believe that if i am important to you, and you treasure me as much too, you will remember what I said. But since you don't then I guess now I know where I stand. perhaps, it's also dpdp( RP's term for different people different perspective). As what I deemed as important may not be important to you anyways.

I thank God for guiding me through these week. Although I still do have a lot of things going on in my mind, but at least i'm feeling much better now and through it all, i've learnt much more about myself.

God first loved us, before we decide to love him.
and even if we do not love him, he still loves us.

God, I wanna have a heart after you.

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