the slightest thing can make me smile for a min;
then it will be back to reality.
is this what sec 3 is all about?
sometimes i really feel like giving up, seriously.
but there again think about it.... is not very worth it.
you have been giving me hope, but just that i'm not performing.
but because of you, i think twice before i drop my pen and SCREAM i give up.
u are indeed my motivation, but i'm just afraid i'll let you down.
maybe this is where self-motivation plays the most important role.
i do know that it all depends on myself too.
i have to say i am really not being my usual self anymore.
i wonder if that is good or bad?
but i think it's good.
it helps me to look straight and move on....
how far will i go?
7/28/2006
yeah! horrible friday is finally over!! talkshow is over too!
amilyn stayed over and we woke up early in the morning, 5.15!!! to meet some pple at mustafa to do our sari.haha but from hunting for sari, buying sari, learning to wear sari was indeed a good experience(:
but i was SUPER tired today! seriously tired. i almost fell asleep during the two tests! normally no matter how tired or sleepy i am during tests, i will die also stay awake.but then today i can't! and i can't think! i'm gonna fail!!arrgghh! and both was damn hard la.
anyway.. i'm still very happy that i survived this week! really! omg.... what a tiring week!! i didnt manage to get much sleep...i am going to recharge over the weekend! and thanks for the photos amilyn!=D
7/22/2006
chinese talent time is over!!!=D
ohwells.. it's okay CO(: we did it anyway! hahahaha. i find that this year's sec4s performance are not like WOAH at all..quite sad but i guess they are all very busy too la. but i like 4co's. partly cos i like the song((: damn nice. but charlotte sang very well too.
and what was SO funny about my part?! i thought pple will just be like HEH...
BUT they went HAHAAHAHHHHAHA! and there is one very distinctive laughter which sounded like tiffiany's. eeeeyer... all so mean!
ohwells...it's over!
i laughed like SO MUCH while watching the other performances..really funny! the first class already amused me like crazy! 3DG! HAHAHAHA. and then come fang's tuo diao?!?!! omg..ms soh MUST watch it man! but CLAPCLAP for u fang! u started playing drums with like ZERO skills and u played it so well today!=D
and angela..u didn't let ur JJ down! hahahha(:
7/19/2006
went to lauren's house to practise chinese talent time! hahaha we came up with everything in my single day okay! to be precise..abt 2 to 3 hours?! can't remb la. anyway WE ROCK(:
we just threw in any idea that we have and make into our wonderful talent time! get ready to watch it tmrw! but pls be nice and don't laugh out loud or we'll stand laughing on stage..enjoy!
I PLAYED SQUASHED TODAY!!!=D
MY NEW LOVE.
it was sooooo fun! i was SO happy playing..hehe. i will drag emily to play with me next time! ohwells...she got to bear with me though..cos she is DAMN good! all the squashes hit so hard la! so scary...
i just realised that all 23 xmas cards from last year were still lying on my table. i read it all over again..and i feel so touched :..) i'm so blessed to have really nice people around me. and taw's card was the best! my ex-partner! so sweet..
i shall put all of them in a box now...(:
may the memories last forever
7/17/2006
today was funny! went to kap to meet my group for the english talk show thing. hahaha it was super funny!
guess what!? JOANNE CHIA CHU YAN ate FOUR cups on cup CORN within three hours! ahahaha. her forth cup was sponsored by us! hahaha. i bet u the people must be wondering why are their corn cups selling so well today?! hahaha cos in total i think our table bought 6!
and apparently joanne said that her maid is going to cook corn for her dinner and corn soup as well! hahaha what a corny day...hehehe (amilyn's words)
and we ate a lot there!went to bangawang solo for cakes..cold storage for apples!( joanne!) my bacon stick! and we ate much more at macs(: our grp is like so fuN!=D
let me tell u more abt joanne's retardedness!
cashier: the total will be $5.30
joanne: *gives $5*
cashier: erm, and 30cents.
joanne: HUH?! I DON'T HAVE 30 CENTS...
cashire, joanne: *STARES AT EACH OTHER FOR A LOOONNGG TIME*
jolyn: EH! is $5.30 la! she is not asking u for 30cent coin!
HAHAHAHA. get it?! omg...so funny!
then went to mustafa with cheryl to look ard for her digital cam(:
i HATE the whole of next week! GOSH. please spare me.be nice.
7/16/2006
Dance concert was so cool(: it made rui and i wanna join dance! HAHAHA. now i'm blaming my mum for not putting me in dance when i was young.=( boohoo
i like tap dance..is really cool! thank god throughout the whole concert my head did not hurt very badly..just a lil. i had a bad headache in the morning so i didn't go to sch. and crazy luanzheng said that she thought seeing me in sch?! siao! she must be seeing things man! haha.
i saw mrs lim hui ee at the concert! wanted to talk to her but she was talking to someone else so didn't have the chance. moreover i was quite scared cos i did very badly for lit.heh.
nvm...hope to have her back during pvp and SO joanne will be happy and thank me for her life and will stop screaming into my ears!haha.
after dance concert, rui and i went to newton for supper(: is nice going supper with her cos we can eat a lot and we like the same type of food=D hokkien mee and chicken wings! yummy! but i woke up with a bad stomache... :/
take care of ur eyes rui!
7/16/2006
it was so last min! when i was abt to leave training ytd, elissa called me to ask if i want to go and watch singapore idol with them cos yx backed out?! haha. thank god my mum came to fetch me ytd(:
met germaine ong, charlene and nicolette there as well=D
thank you so much xiao dou dou..hahaha.
7/14/2006
stayed up till 3 plus ytd.. cos wanted to watch soccer and revise chem. but fell asleep during half time=( arrgghh!! i missed the penalty shots!goodness! how sad is that la...that is the most exciting part and i missed it=(
well, but i'm very proud of myself cos i didn't feel tired duirng lessons, neither did i feel like sleeping.=D surprisingly eh. don't know why also.maybe is bcos i wore specs so my eyes aren't that tired(: but i felt bored!
chem test was arggghhhh... after doing the test i have this 50:50 feeling..i don't know why. wed is geog test! ohgosh!!
i hate 12 july! which is this wed! there are sooooo many things happening on that day!? why must they squeeze everything on that day? moreover wed is a LONG day..
wed: GEOG TEST. getting back LIT MIDYEARS!! (these two are bad enough already! moreover is one after another! hopefully my lit won't affect my mood for geog test!) then must hand in that cme thing... mass pe..
argghh.. so many things! and as i said before i HATE day1 to 5 cos we have SS EVERYDAY!! how to survive?!?!?!?!?! and we got caught talking during SS... but we didn't talk that much okay! if we don't talk at all...we'll sure to fall asleep! what to do? teachers must be eyeing on my grp now..damn it. now we can't even ask each other how to do questions la... scully the trs think that we are talking...
7/10/2006
yeah! yingxin and clarissa finally pierced their ears! hahaha oh and fush pierced yesterday((: hahaha 3 bballers pierced their ears this week!so cool.
dramafest was SO funny! esp the 3DG's!! omg RUI IS MY SUPERSTAR!! haahahaa=DD she made me laugh like mad!!!! SOO CUTE! hahaha but throughout the whole thing... she was just being herself..everything was so RUI.. hahaha.
GOOD JOB DG!
oh..and the sec4s were alright.. they all can act really well.. but just not as funny, but still nice(:
celene amilyn ruixian tiff and i went to upper bukit timah for supper till 1 plus..haha. we ate pratas and their favourite milo dinosaur. but i drank my teh tarak ice and butter prata!=D
the prices are very reasonable, but i have eaten better pratas though. the one at river valley is good!! also 24 hrs(:
cabbed back with celene after that.
this week was a very busy week.. next week won't be any better.. TWO TESTs!! GEOG N CHEM!!
7/08/2006
went to sarah's house to discuss about chinese talent time. we have started a little bit on it...(:
left at around 12 plus to meet audrie for lunch at ps cafe cartel.=D
it was so nice to meet up again(: in school we don't have time to sit down and talk... catching a word from each other is quite difficult too. so today, we finally found a time to catch up with each other(: i think the last time we met up was last year's dec. during christmas time.. that was with me angela and cheryl(: haha.
today audrie and i have talked quite a lot, from uk and nz trip to ccas..to many things la! hahaha. is such a nice day today(:
went to look for bday presents then went to centrepoint's coffeebean for a drink((:
oh and i found a nice biscuit called choco& coffee..haha. ate it at sarah's house and found it nice(:
NO EYE DEER.(NO IDEA)
mrs choo's joke!!! ahahahha so cute right!! but u better don't try man! only when mrs choo says it then it will be funny! =D
7/03/2006
today is BAD DAY!!! how i wish i wasn't so blur!!!arrgghhh! guess what?!!?!?
just now i smsed ms ng to ask her if we have to draw our own diagrams for wed test... then after that i wanted to double check with mrs choo but i was lazy to retype everything again so i edited the ms ng msg to send to her. i changed the hi ms ng to hi MUMMY( tts what i call mrs choo) but guess what!!!
i accidentally sent it to ms ng!!!!
arggghhhh!!!! can u believe it!!! i'm soooooo embarrassed now! how am i going to face her=((
anyway, in the morning cheryl and i went to the gym today.
then went to jo's house to do our english project..the talkshow thing. haha we ended up watching shutter.! (My sec time watching) but of cos we did a bit of work before that la(:
after that we talk about some stuff and amilyn n i told jo abt nz trip and why i hate the nun!
went to KAP afor dinner and did a lil bit more on the talkshow then the embarrassing thing happened=(
7/02/2006
ohman..one maid went back. now waiting for the new one to come. i hope she will come really soon!! or not i won't be able to wake up in the morning....=( i can't count on my this maid cos she has to take care of my niece and nephew...so she may be too tired to wake up in the morning to call me! so i really hope the new one will come soon.
i was a lil sad when she went back.(just a few days ago only) i mean even though she has only been with us for 2 years, which is nothing compared to my this maid who has been with us for 20 over years, but 2 years isn't that short either. i know i would have been much more upset, but bcos now i'm very stressed over all the work and upcoming tests..so i don't have the time to think too much. which is also good in a way.
anyway, went to school for emath remedial today. did some bearing questions(:
after that went to shot for a lil while with amilyn then meet up with my nz project grp at waffletown=D which is grace, ehui, vanessa( the old maid.HAHA.) and amilyn and me =DD i love my grp(: we are so productive! we finished our project in two hours despite all the laughters! whahaha. we work n laugh at the same time..multitask! oh and eat too!=D
meeting up with my grp, reminds me of all the time we had spent together in nz. miss all those time really badly! seriously, i have made many new friends from the trip.. and got closer to some people whom i don't usually talk to. and i'm really very grateful for that(:
of cos as usual, once i see vanessa..our common topic is abt *AHEM! HAHAHAHA... we just spend our time laughing!sooo funny! and...i just remembered that VANESSA SEAH IS AN OLD MAID!!HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! cos i remb when we played old maid in nz..she always ended up with the OLD MAID! hahahahaa=D
i love all the nz trip people to bits!!
7/01/2006
just came back from guides campfire...it's my first time there(: hmmm... i can't blog much abt it though...HEHE. anyways..the cedar girls were really....... mad.omgosh.. seriously.
and throughout the whole campfire, zelei and i were just laughing at each other!?!? hahaha stupid babbeh!hahahha.. whenever we sit together we will D-I-E! all we'll do is just laugh at each other! HAHAHA. i can still remember one night during nz trip, zelei and i were packing our luggage so we were sitting opposite each other. i tell you.............. we stared at each other and started laughing for like SOOO long! i also don't know WHY? it was just so funnY! ahahaha! so we took a LONNNNG time to finish packing our luggage cos we spent all our time laughing at nothing...AIYA stupid babbeh just likes to laugh at me!! idiot! hahaha.
omgosh...i CANNOT STAND SS!!!!!!!!! she is soooOOOOOooo boring!! what's wrong with the timetable?! 5 consec days of SS?!?!?!?! ARE U KIDDING ME! now i hate day1 to 5!!argggh! and she loves to pick on me-.- i can't even smile or laugh during her lesson or she will say '' right jazreel? '' eeeeeks.!
7/01/2006
