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22 May 2008

EastCoast!

I had a great time on Monday! Some of us went to EastCoast Park(:

We played monkey, heart attack, concentration, childhood games, we cycled, we played bowling!

omg and i can't help it but to boast for once XD
at first Simon, Xu Gang, Eunice and I were playing one game together. AND GUESS WHAT!!!
I scored the highest!! 105points K! omg.. this shall be my bowling history! wahahaha! From what i can remember, i don't remember ever getting more than 80!
I beat the guys man!:D

But then hor... when Rahman joined us for the second game, i got the lowest:( i lost the feel of it la. haha. but well, although simon was the highest for the second game with the score of 104, and i got the lowest..60 i think. BUT!! I still got 1point higher than him k!
so that makes me the winner of the day!!:D:D
My lucky lucky day(:

Cool right! :D

What's this Simon! HAHA.

on the not so happy note.

I feel that these few days have been quite bad. I'm not stressed with school work, but personal stuff?

okay, maybe not to the extent of stress, but my heart just feels so heavy.

I have probably sighed for more than 50times in 3days.

yes, i asked myself time and again... so what are you hoping for?

But what are u thinking about man.

I feel kind of "cheated", but i don't blame anyone.

perhaps, it's just my own fault...?

I'm not sure what it should or shouldn't be, but i know for sure i will get out of this.

Just give me a break, and give me some time.

sigh.. I'll probably take this as a lesson learnt.

But whatever it is, i'll still live life with my own smile(:

5/22/2008

17 May 2008

Class steamboat + Zhiying's Belated Birthday Dinner + Elissa and Jia's Belated Birthday Picnic

We went to try the Cheong Pang's steamboat and it sucked. We practically paid 16bucks for photos! Although this time my steamboat wasn't with the prefects, so i felt a bit different with a total different company, but I still enjoyed myself(:
well, i simply love my class - W25k!

Look at what this idiot is doing. CHAN OI YI! hahaha.

Yes! We celebrated Zhiying aka Sally's birthday at New york New york. Quite a good gathering(: Met up with those crazy people! hahahaha but i love them all(:

oh and i have to comment on NewYork NewYork's service. They service is excellent man! They even made a super cute snowman out of CANDY FLOSS for zhiying!! how cool is that!

On sunday I went to botanics to celebrate Elissa and Jia's Birthday(:

So it was a wonderful afternoon spent in botanics!

Come to think about it, I have many wonderful memories in Botanics. It was because of basketball trainings that got me to know more about botanics. (:

Sigh..last week's grades sucked! Cedric and Soi Mok didn't give me my A!!!

These few days I've been having a kind of feeling that tells me I should treasure the people around me more. Not that I have not been treasuring them, but I guess it's just not enough.

Especially after hearing Cedric's 'story', I feel so mean. I will take back all my words man. He's lesson is the most interesting(Culture!) one ,and I feel that during his lesson time passes the fastest. His facial experssions just crack me up! wahahaha.

I'm looking forward to Daphne's performance and Escape/Wild Wild Wet!
We shall spend our last 10weeks together meaningfully(:

5/17/2008

04 May 2008

"you live for a greater purpose in life..."

your love amazes me...

This is week has been a very bad week. I don't feel as happy as usually. Things in front of me, behind me, beside me just doesn't make me feel like smiling. But well, i survived the week.. (:

News reporter - DONG SU HUA.
haha quite an interesting talk(:

Actually I think i know what makes me feel this way, but i just don't know if it's entirely because of that or it's just another not so happy week? sigh.. actually i have a lot to blog, but now when i finally settle down to blog, i don't know what to say anymore.

so now it is already my 3rd week in school. Again I Thank God for my class, but guess what. Up till now, i'm still very nervous when it comes to presentation, which is like everyday! And i still hate sci and computing lessons! I really hope that one day i will be able to proudly say that i'm no longer nervous when i present! That day shall come. No. That day WILL come!

This whole week has been an emotional week. AI( Affluence to Influence) conference has made me reflect a little about myself. Truely it has been a great 3 days conference, and it really reminded me of how fortunate i am. Or rather how fortunate i should feel.

Apart fr AI conference, I thought about a lot of stuff. So many what IFs..? Why? How? SO what? Then? What else? all came running through my head.
But I feel God has dropped a reminder into my heart " you live for a greater purpose in life".
When this came to my mind, I feel that it must be God. Truely i should live higher and greater than what is pulling me down.

I guess this is just another phase of life that i'm going through. It feels very new, so i'm probably not used to it yet. Right now, I'm trying not to think back and look back to whatever that belongs to the past, so that i can move ahead. But,May I request for a break to 'run away' for awhile please. I'm tired. From the beginning of the year till now, I've not been letting my mind rest enough. It is totally bad to start a year like that, but i believe after experiencing the 'downs', soon i will be able to enjoy the 'ups'.

I really really feel like flying somewhere for a short hols or just be alone for a week or so to just give myself sometime to clear all the rubbish that has been in my heart and mind.

I hope next week we be a better one..(:
I want the hols to come faster..

Get out of my heart
Get out of my mind
Get out of my sight
perhaps then, i will be alright.

higher than i can possible dream
your love amazes me.

5/04/2008