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School has already started for a week, and i guess class is getting better each day? Well, we take time to warm up, and i think my current class takes an even longer time to warm up than my previous one, but so far people are generally very nice, hence, I am still thankful.
Today is a really sucky day for me. You know it totally sucks to be unhappy over you don't know what?! I really don't know what exactly is putting me down, but i am just not my usual self. Could also be girls problems la.. heh.
I hardly talk today, I just don't feel good. All I feel like doing was run home, but I know i can't.
I asked cheryl out for dinner on saturday and we talked a bit about our lives, and shared a bit of the questions which we commonly asked ourselves nowadays, and our answers are mostly the same. At least the most important part is the same, so we could identify with each other(:
I felt good talking to her not only because we are long time good friends, but also because we both know we have to be spiritual in our thoughts. Out of the people whom I have asked, they gave me "worldly" answers, but when I asked cheryl, she gave me a spiritual answer and I was so glad to hear(: This is what I really treasure. Someone who can understand and share the same thoughts as you.
Over the weekend I have set new goals and made new promises. I am going to fulfil them with the strength, wisdom, and guidance from God. Today is a brand new start for me, and I am going to do what i have to do. I will persevere to the end!
Right now, I just wish to run away to somewhere for awhile.. frankly, I am rather tired now, both physically and mentally and perhaps emotionally too. But you know what?
Life goes on and I realised that the world will not change and stop for you. What we should actually do is change ourselves.
my eyes set on you in this race that i run
no longer my ways let your will be done
9/10/2008
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com