i had the hardest time in ytd's geog lesson. really.. i felt that i was going to die or something. i felt that time was passing really slowly.. not that i wanted to fall asleep( in fact i was quite wide awake the whole of ytd) but having to control myself throughout the whole period seems just quite impossible. well.. i did it for two periods and i could still smile at people along the corridor. i'm amazed.
my mood was totally ruined and so were my plans for after school. all i wanted to do was leave school as fast as possible. what amazed me even more was that i could still go n eat lunch with my
friend and acted like it was my normal happy day. deep inside i was feeling really terrible.
finally when i was back in my room, i was able to relieve what i was really feeling.
i'm totally totally totally totally totally totally totally totally totally totally totally totally totally disappointed with myself.
i never knew that pride is so important to me.
i don't feel like going to school ever again.
5/01/2007
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com