the slightest thing can make me smile for a min;
then it will be back to reality.
is this what sec 3 is all about?
sometimes i really feel like giving up, seriously.
but there again think about it.... is not very worth it.
you have been giving me hope, but just that i'm not performing.
but because of you, i think twice before i drop my pen and SCREAM i give up.
u are indeed my motivation, but i'm just afraid i'll let you down.
maybe this is where self-motivation plays the most important role.
i do know that it all depends on myself too.
i have to say i am really not being my usual self anymore.
i wonder if that is good or bad?
but i think it's good.
it helps me to look straight and move on....
how far will i go?
7/28/2006
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com