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ever since jl scolded me..i have been thinking a lot. and after that day..i think even more.
i am not even feeling a lil relief now that i'm in the team.yet my head is filled with question marks.
am i really qualified to be in the team?will i let my team down? can such a 'weak'( i am now not talking abt in terms of strength.i'm talking abt health) person like me do good in the team? i am really quite surprised to be in the team.
and now i am feeling more threaten than anything else.
i dont know why am i deproving and deproving at every training?!as in seriously deproving until i have reached the zero point! i am not playing like i used to play!i dont know what am i doing??!
i know june hols is going to be my 'darkest' time of the month for this year. stressed.exhaustion.depression.etc..will start pouring in....
esp now when jl is getting very 'tensed' up cos the competitions are coming up in just a month's time.
JAZREEL LIM YOU BETTER WAKE UP!!!
5/23/2005
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com