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today we cleared quite a lot of things up with the bballers.i find it good cos now i feel more comfortable after letting some things out. but the sad part is to see pple crying halfway through the "talk" :'(
hope that everything will be fine and we can continue to work hard TOGETHER for our july's southzone competition.
today was a bad day for me as well..sigh. i just CANT do that stupid " crab walk" during training!! i was really D-Y-I-N-G!! and i was the only one!! my legs were really hurting v badly when i do the crab walk..i felt really really useless!! i felt so sorry and disappointed when i stood up and jiao lian kept saying "liling come on dont give up!''
after doing it 3 to 4 times i really broke down.both physically and emotionally.
i dont know why i just felt that i was going to die. i felt dizzy hence felt like vomitting. i guess it was because during the crab walk i kept on looking down..so my blood cannot flow well then i got "low blood pressure" thats why i felt faint.so sad...miss practically the whole of training=(
i want to go to the gym to train all of my muscles!!!
btw.. thanks rui for helping me when i wasnt feeling well just now(: i appreciate it thanks!
and at the end of training we spoke to jiaolian about our own progress.sadly..she didnt say much about me.she just said not bad but i have to be more aggressive.and she also said that i am too weak and i cannot get in my shots during matches.or rather i cannot work under pressure-_-'' so the more i have to go to the gym to strengthen my muscles!!!
this few days have been quite troubled due to quite a number of things.
firstly is about my results.sec is abt bball.third is about stuff that happened in class. forth is abt the class's discipline.fifth is abt the school's discipline.
sigh..so much to think of..so much to do...
to my surprise right, i passed my geog test!!whahahaha really really shocked! didnt expect to get that high(although not tt high but i'm happy), i thought i will fail!!hehe=pp
but i indeed failed my sci!! and is really really bad!! this is the worst result i ever get in my whole entire life!!arrghhh..who on earth will get such marks like me???! -dead
and my chinese!!ohmygoodness! i want to kill myself for that! my chinese dropped like mad!!mad!!!mad!!! i am going to work hard for all my subjects man!and i must make sure i will get my 70(at least) for chinese!!
gonna have prefects' board meeting tmrw.gonna have a meeting with ms heng,mr ang and ms kim i guess.then after that i gtg for training.
gtg and sleep now..my head is starting to hurt again...ta.
4/29/2005
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com