I realised that in everyone's life, we have our own special someone living in our hearts. It doesn't necessarily have to be a boyfriend or girlfriend or hushands or wives to be called a special someone, but even friends or someone you met for a day can be your special someone. It all depends on you, who you deem as special in your life is your special someone.
For this, I believe it is "God sent".
I feel it is God sending angel(s) into our lives to care for us, share with us, and to bring Joy, Peace and Love to us. I believe a person can have more than one special someone in a lifetime, but no matter who you are, how bad you are, or how lousy you feel you are, there will at least be one in a lifetime. I feel this is one of the ways God uses to show us his love.
The special someone may "last" for a day, a season, or even for a lifetime.. but even if it is just for a day, or a season, it will be someone whom you will not forget for a lifetime.
To you my speical someone, I appreciate you, I treasure you and I love you.
I Thank God for you, and even though you may only be here for a season and there may be gaps in our contact, you are someone whom I will not forget for a lifetime.
who is/are your speical someone?
Love them, Treasure them when you are still able to do so.
I believe I have done enough and so i"ll stop right here at my boundary line,
holding on to my faith, knowing you will help me with the rest, God.
6/30/2009
JOY
your joy is my joy, your smile is my smile.
sometimes I wonder what is the joy of my heart.
It is only through some things that I got my answer.
is my joy my own joy?
you can be really happy and overjoyed over the things and happenings in your own life, and that is normal.
However, above and beyond my own joy, I realised there are many things that contribute and determine the joy in my life too. It's simply not that simple.
There are issues in my life that got me to realise my joy is so much dependent on the joy of others. so much so that even if I was feeling great on a particular day, when I know someone whom I know is not having the joy in their hearts, my joy will falter.
how true it is to say
"when your happiness is dependent on others, it will be easily taken away".
this also applies to our loved ones, which come to think about it they are the ones whom we are so dependent on, but one thing we have to remember is they are humans too. Their hearts can change their attitude can change....
time and again..i'm feeling it time and again..
precisely that is why we cannot completely depend our hapiness on people of the world.
The reason why this has been affecting me is because I care, and I love people.
but sometimes I do wish I could care less, and even to heck care.
However, what brings joy to me is when I see great joy in others, esp so if I did play a part in finding that joy. Seeing the smiles and joy in others really warm my heart... i just so love it.
to my loved ones(friends and all), i just want you to know i care and i love you;
your joy is my joy, your smile is my smile.
Speak to this mountain, To move into the ocean,
Your authority given to me.
No matter what happens, Here I am standing,
On the hope of Your word,
Promised to me.
6/04/2009
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com