My Island.

28 December 2008

you know, it's not too good when your head is running faster than your heart.
but my week has been great!

22. Dinner with Amelia
23. movie with eunice
24. i. Church
ii. dinner with angela audrie and Cheryl
iii. my niece bday celebration
25. i. LZ’s bday lunch
ii. work(sad case)
26. Dinner with bballers
27 i. cheryl’s cell party
ii. Bballers bbq

Christmas is over! That is really fast.
but still, I love Christmas just as much.
This year, my favourite orchard deco is the one at tangs. On the building it says,
with God, all things are possible...

i think that is super cool though I was so surprised to see it.

Thanks for all the presents and cards, my dears (:
cheryl was telling me that as we grow up, we realised all those material stuff are no longer important and we no longer wish to get those as presents. We would prefer getting photos and heartwarming cards from our dearest friends. Indeed, that's what I feel too.
Some things are just what money can't buy. Those long long precious friendships... since primary school days.... we have seen how each other grow and mature through the years. Pictures and words tell us all and these are what money can't buy.

I have heard seniors telling us that wherever we go, whatever friends we make, at the end of the day you'll realised the friends whom u know for sure that your friendships will go a long way are actually the friends you've made in SC.

Right now, at this very moment, I agree with them a lot.

you girls are really the dearest friends of my life. <3<3<3

(there are more of u but i can't put up all la... hehe)

The year is coming to an end and I have lots of reflection to be done. I did not start off the year well.. neither did I live through the year that well.. but i wanna end the year well. For next week, I need to take time out for myself = take time out to spend with God. I need TIME.

12/28/2008

18 December 2008

THE RIDE OF MY LIFE!!!

during the ride i thought i have lost my heart!

Please don't ask me who that indian is...! Malaysia is just simply not high tech enough to crop photos...HAHA.

this is my favourite ice cream in malaysia(: Bangkok has this too!

the foggy air looks cool (:

so i am back from my last minute short and sweet 2 day 1 night genting trip with meiping. The last time i went genting was in sec 3 i think?

we took a coach up there which took us about 8hours, but thank God the seats were comfy enough.. even better than the airplane seats! actually 8 hours is nothing cos i remember a few years ago we had prefect seminar up in penang, and that took us 12 whole hours and on top of that we got horrible seats! Although this coach does not provide personal tv like the previous coach i took but it was really not bad.. i wouldn't mind taking it again. Just my mp3 + sleep + a good friend with me is sufficient(:

we went to the outdoor theme park and it wasn't as exciting as i thought it would be. The last time i went to that theme park was ages ago..and I was only with my maid. At least this time i have a friend with me(: I don't know why that stupid "spiderman" ride become an attraction? i don't find it fun at all. It just makes me feel dizzy. and for meiping, she just felt it was smelly! hahaha. anyways, that ride is no kick at all as compared to SPACE SHOT! THAT RIDE ALMOST TOOK MY LIFE! Before i went up, I was telling meiping how i regret not writing my will first. haha. I have never sat a ride which will make me feel so scared before!!

when it dropped, i screamed and then later on.. no voice came out! I couldn't feel my heart.. :..(

ANYWAYS, i'm glad to be ALIVE! I really wonder how do people have the guts to committ suicide! I remember once my mum told me some people die even before they reach the ground. It is so high that some might get heart attack in the midst of the jump and now i totally understand how it can be possible.

From this trip,i managed to buy 6 tops and some earrings. Apart from FOS. the rest were their local brands. The brand PADINI is not bad. Meiping bought 6 tops at one go from there and I bought 2. quite sad that this season in FOS isn't that great. But still, i blew about $200 for just 2 days 1 night on food and clothes. haha we ate quite a lot cos we couldn't sleep and that was the only thing we could do. I only regret not taking a photo at MARRYBROWN(haha meiping, u know why)

All in all, i still miss those days when i went to genting with my cousins.. that was when i was much much younger. It was so fun then.. arcades and the indoor theme parks... It doesn't feel the same anymore.

Guess what. As i was cutting out the tags on my shirts which i bought from there. One of the tag caught my attention and it was a top from Penelope Donna, which i bought from FOS.

The tag looks like this

and it says :

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship.

It's not about how much love you have in the beginning,

but how much love you build til the end.

How nice.

12/18/2008

13 December 2008

my heart is starting to feel "lighter" now...

Last week was not good...not good at all for me. Something happened which made me realise how words are so so so important to me.
A word can mean a thousand things to me...

A word can make my day.

A word can make me cry.

I realised sometimes it's indeed true that the one you love and treasure the most, are the ones who hurt you the most too. The reason for this is because it's only when you treasure a person, you will then be more concerned or rather more sensitive to the person's words.

I feel so because a few days ago as i was just thinking how words always affect me so much, I suddenly got reminded about an incident. Although it was just a few words, but the words just lingered in my head...and my heart hurts even more. It's already the past, but yet i still can't make myself banish that from my mind.

It hurts so much for me to know that the people whom I treasure soso much do not remember words i deemed as important. When I knew about it, I just refused to repeat myself for I believe that if i am important to you, and you treasure me as much too, you will remember what I said. But since you don't then I guess now I know where I stand. perhaps, it's also dpdp( RP's term for different people different perspective). As what I deemed as important may not be important to you anyways.

I thank God for guiding me through these week. Although I still do have a lot of things going on in my mind, but at least i'm feeling much better now and through it all, i've learnt much more about myself.

God first loved us, before we decide to love him.
and even if we do not love him, he still loves us.

God, I wanna have a heart after you.

Labels: words

12/13/2008