I just feel that I have to type this before I can sleep in peace.
really.. i HATE and i say it again I HATE disappointments. I hate people who upsets me like this. seriously.. you are the one who disappointed me. You are the one who gave me the idea, the hope, and even the opportunity, and what are you telling me now? Not anymore?
you know, if you don't mean it with your heart, if you are unsure, if you are just saying for the fun of saying then may i ask you to please shut up?
To you it may just be a comment, but I took it seriously. I was so hopeful, or rather happy for 10mins?
who gave it? who spoilt it?
You gave it and You spoilt it!
This is not the first time, and everytime when this happens, I just wish I am older right now and I have the money. Maybe a few years down the road when I turn back and read this post again I may think of myself as childish. But the fact is that YOU disappointed me and i really hate it!
I tell you, my mood is not for you to ruin! Mind you, I was already not feeling very good this week and I thought I will be fine, but you know what? You just did a good job by adding yourself in to spoil my mood.
really.. just shut up when you are not serious about things like this.
Lesson learnt.
At the end of the day, God is still the only one whom I can trust and whom I know will not take away the joy in me.Labels: you gave it and you spoilt it
9/12/2008