My Island.

31 August 2006

yeah!3 cheers for teacher's day com! you all did it!!! is time for u all to have a good rest man...you all looked really stress today...really scary.
ohwell, this year's trs day was alright. the nicest part of the concert was when they were doing the first round of the test. they were like giving the teachers back their words la.. so funny! anways, managed to give all my presents away(: but opps.. for some trs i have not written any card yet...shall give them a belated one cos i have no time to write. the food at the tr's lunch was good. better than any other yeaars! well done(:
oh! met germaine, julynn and tania! they all came back to see trs today.. so nice to see them again.

went for chem tuition after that. mrs ong was super funny!! omg!! i almost died laughing...she sounded so racist!! tell you all next time...! she repeated the phrase " full of shit'' like 10 times la! hahahahaha
then went to town to have dinner and with thea and a friend.

8/31/2006

26 August 2006

finally!! all the 4 tests + eng oral are over!!!! still have emath to go! i feel as though like finals are over...which i shouldn't, but in my mind just kept shouting for a break!
hmm..let me see what has been happening for this whole hectic week.
tues was prefects elections results.... congrats to zelei, linyu and rhea(:
wed MOCK EXAM! i survived the ONE AND A HALF hour of paper!! but i wrote rubbish!! okay laugh laugh..yes! i wrote abt people hiding under tables to prepare for earthquake. but EH! i watched that in la bi xiao xing okay!
thurs was a test on map. which i have failed it. and chinese which i have nothing better to say abt it either. HOPE i'll pass!!!
fri was CHEM! omg......i really hope that i'll pass!! please please please....!! i really didnt have time to study for this test bcos of GEOG MOCK!sigh... then ORAL! i got mrs neoh as my tester.good? ohwell..everyone has been tell me that she is really lenient and what not. i hope is true! i wasn't as nervous as compared to previous years...but i don't think that i did well. after that was a sigh of relieve!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally... i get to breathe normally..

FAMILY NIGHT!!
it was so much more fun as compared to last year!! the dico was WOAH.! what a good way to 'destress'! i put everything aside and jus have FUN and more FUN! i did enjoy myself=D
we were all jumping and dancing like CRAZY! but it was super nice(: it was a time where u can really heck care about everything! and ms heng was really cute!!! she asked me why am i not dancing?!
i was like " oh...i'm tired''

ms heng: i am not tired! how can u be tired!"
then i ended up dancing beside her! and the rest joined in and we were following her steps!!hahaha then she lean on me and said "OH...I"M TIRED!!" ahahaha she is so cute la!!!

and today i went out with hoiguen to get teachers day presents(: and i ended up buying two bags for myself..hahaha=D it was quite fun la.
came home for tuition and my tutor ended off the tuition by scaring me abt how near our finals are?!!!! AAAAAAaaaaaaaa

8/26/2006

19 August 2006

gosh...next week is really a terrible week. test Test tesT TEST!!! AAHHHHHHHH...!HELP!
geog mock exam.
chinese and geog basic techniques test.
then CHEM and english oral!
sucks la!
ohwell..at least there is family night on fri..so can relax a bit. btw, i think this year's family night will be nicer than previous years cos from what i know like more pple are going and some sec3s are performing and i think linyu is going to be the MC. haha. even the thailand trip girls are selling stuff... and ohan is going to be in charge of some sand art thing there! woah...! i am going to do the sand art!=D so fun! ohwell shall look forward to family night so that time will pass faster...
hmmmm...on friday i cancelled my tuition. didn't feel very well that afternoon. my mum came to fetch me after i did my recordings and then she brought me to west coast- my childhood place. i always feel so good whenever i go back there for a visit. it was nice to see the place, and it was also nice to see the people there. ohwell..they could still remember me(:
ohyes... and i went to the hawker centre to taste those food which i always eat when i was much younger... it tastes so familar.

tomorrow we'll be going to celebrate my bro's 21 bday(: actually his birthday is on the 21st, but tomorrow night he needs to go back to the army camp so we have to celebrate before hand. haha i know 3 people's birthday which fall on the 21st(: my favourite number.

my heart did stop, before you could say so...
i felt it more; when you said so.

8/19/2006

14 August 2006

actually... some things are better not to know than to know.
but now that i do know...... i can't pretend that i don't.
i have to say that it affects me quite a bit... and i somehow feel quite bad.
this is happening too fast.. and it was unexpected. i didn't really thought that it will be so bad. okay well, actually i thought that it was quite bad..but not to this extend.
i wonder how would you feel after knowing about this? happy, sad or guilty?
but i guess there is nothing i can do now, but to cherish the time that is left.
people usually say that '' you will only know how to treasure things once you lose them." will i regret? hmmm.. to prevend what i hate to do the most, which is to regret, i shall cherish the remaining time.
one day you'll know.

why can't things just stay the same? why must you make such a choice? do u really think is fair? just beacause of one reason and you give up the rest?
sorry, i am a little angry. i'm angry at you for walking away like that.
i always thought that the reason was because u didn't have a choice.
always thought that you would like to, but you just can't.
why can't you just be brave enough to take up the challenge? do u realised that you'll benefit more? you'll make other's happier? make other's life easier?
is this just being plain selfish or what?
i kind of feel cheated.
i really wish that i could say all this to you right now, but i know i just can't.
but i'll wait for that very day, when i can ask for all your explainations.

really...
some things are better for you to not know than to know.
because it might really hurt.
and moreover, you might not be able to share it with others.
maybe it must only be kept in your heart.

why can't things be the same again?
it will be so much more of a happy ending.
it will definitely be MY happy ending.

for now, i'll wait till then.
for now, i'll keep this deep down in my heart.

8/14/2006

13 August 2006

this week is a very dragy week. everything seems to be going so slowly.... esp all the lessons.
i don't know why. maybe is just because the lessons are as usual, boring.... SS!!!
omgosh..i seriously HATE day 1 to 5! we have SS EVERYDAY!! what i do in SS is count down to the end of the lesson.....
btw... i don't remember feeling dozing off during lessons when i was in pri sch. why is that so? i mean not like in those days the lessons are that interesting.

ohwells..had PvP yesterday. it was.... dead.
really very dead. very few people came this year because we chanaged the date. ususally it will be held on the first sat of august.
sigh...nvm..hopefully next year will be a better year(:
and of cos...i hope next week will be a better week as well=D
AHEM... but there is AMATH test! aaaahhhhhhhh.

8/13/2006

09 August 2006

FIRE WORKS! ~HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

yesterday sec 3 prefects had a wonderful steamboat dinner together at marina bay(: it was happy and sad..

i always feel so good after going out with prefects(: hard to explain...

i think i have made a right choice... thank God that i did not make my decision too quickly or i think i will be regretting now as well. but whatever it is, to my fellow friends.. you will not be forgotten. and i'm sure scpb will always be a part of you. and we'll miss you for sure, but we are still friends afterall, isn't it? smile(:

hoho. we were singing infront of like everyone eating steamboat. and there were a lot people...but they clapped n cheered for us=D

in everything done
hope is there
like the water and the air hope is there
in the dark is a candle
in the winter is a flower
beckoning the promise of spring

so when you're feeling hopeless
when you're feel down
hold on tight keep up the fight
everything is gonna be alright.......

scpb ~my love

~ by JENNET KOH

8/09/2006

06 August 2006

someone whom i really admire. she has inspired me...

i'm really proud of my obs instructor... i'm really lucky to have her duirng obs.
never forget what she told us on the last day of obs. i was very moved by her story.
her name is li san. we used to call her shan.
she told us that actually a few years ago, she was diagnosed with leukaemia. she lived with fever for two years. can u imagine that? having fever that goes on and off for two whole years? how much sufferings she had to undergo?
but thank God, she managed to recover after 5 years.
i remembered she told us, by just being able to go down to 7 eleven or take a walk at the park, is a already a joy to her.
she is a lucky survival, but from this you truely see her courage and her determination towards life. i admire her for who she is...

and now, she joins the children's cancer foundation to help rise funds for the cancer children.
read this web below and please help if you can:
http://www.ccf.org.sg/hfh/online/pledge.php?shavee=xsjrcu55xmvvflx2vv89yzpjddeli257

some people are just not as fortunate as others..
treasure your life and live it to the fullest.

8/06/2006

05 August 2006

so what has been going on?
hmmm.. when did i last blog?let me see...
okay marching rehearsal on thurs was okay..... other than some of us did not 'check up' cos we couldn't hear fang.hahaha. and linyu, meiyi and i did smth damn embarrassing. we did the 'pledge action' (as in like put ur fist at ur heart.just like when u take the pledge) when cherie gave the said the command. i felt very weird cos like we are going to sing the national anthem so why must we do that so fast? hahaha i did it but saw joanne not doing it so i quickly put my hand down.linyu and meiyi was abt to do it too..hahha it was funny man. then i realised that it was meant for the people standing at the flag pole. HEH.
anyway.. cherie is really powerfuL! got to shout so loud! in malay somemore! hahaha really cool.

after that had a very bad headache during emath and then survived SS. couldn't take it anymore so decided to go home. wah..my mum thinks that i'm very weak so she stuffed me with vitamins and pills.eeeewwwww

went for flag day with some class people and ohan and friend. it was quite fun la. this is my first time selling flags anyway(:
although elissa and i slacked a lot but we ended up making quite a lot of money=D i did overtime though. cos i wasn't satisfied with the amount i collected.hehe.
a good experience i should say, and i will go for flag selling again if there is one=D
went for jiang and then out with cheryl for dinner. bought my Neckeamann slippers today(:
cheryl and i were talking about our childhood stories and we laughed like mad! super funny! like how much we like playing 'put put'(SP???) the purple car if u can still remb(: and the chinese cartoon. and the sciencetist man.. HAHAHA. and funny books like NAONAO! HAHAHA super funny!

8/05/2006

01 August 2006

okay let's see what has been going on....
ohwell.. last sat i went back to sch for prefects' breakfast=D hahaha quite nice.. first time having such a thing. then practised the mrs phuah's dance with mrs chan frowning at me throughout the whole practise.-_-" gosh.
BUT i think the dance went on quite alright on monday(: with some exceptions of cos=D
at first i couldn't find her cos it was too dark!! and i stepped on my partner, JOLENE's foot twice without knowing...AHHAHAHA. but i know i kept hitting her cos the place was too cramped up. and SOMEONE knocked my hat down at the end of the thing!! omg la.. hahahaha.AND i totally crapped the last part of the dance...cos it was too fast and i can't remb! hopefully no one saw me...i'm at the back anyway=D eh! but before the concert i kept practising the last part k!
on sunday, i went to watch lake house with MS GOH! . amilyn and cheryl. people...pls do watch it and explain the movie to me. i don't really like the show cos i found it very unrealistic.. but before u watch.. remb that they one person is living in 2004 and the other in 2006....
ohyes and on sat i went out with cheryl after jiang. my FAVOURITE tehpanyaki!(sp?) =D MUST EAT if u have not tried it! eat the chicken drumstick(: but outfitters shirts are not that nice afterall...

today's marching after sch was so funny! when they said turn right(in malay of cos) i turned right and kicked the cone down!! HAHAHAHHAHA... i was sooo embarrassed la! the people playing the drums were trying not to laugh..HEH. then rachel bluff me! she told me to turn on the first line but it was the second! and i was the right marker so means that i 'm standing in front.. if i go wrong..people behind will be wrong too! hahaahha. so half way thru marching i ''crab walked'' on step to my right! hahaha so embarrassing! i don't want to see what happened to the prefects behind me man..LOL.

8/01/2006