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we lost to unity today.25-39 bad score.
i didnt expect to lose.
i dont know why, but we are not performing like what we always have been performing during the southzone.
i guess, everyone is really tired..really exhausted.
almost everyday we have training and match.and we have to also catch up with our schoolwork.frankly,i feel like dying soon.
and maybe this caused me to fall sick.
now, everything is over.
i felt very sad during the match when jL asked me if i could play.cos i shook my head.is like rejecting a chance to play.but i really cant play cos i'm still coughing.so even if she puts me down it will be pointless cos i wont be able to perform.
i really dont know why must i fall sick during this period of time...?this is such a wrong time!
i didnt manage to play a single match in nationals.
i cried very much when jL said
" today all of our matches and hard work have come to an end."
(cos we are out of nationals already)
and seeing her with that smile on her face even after we have lost.
i just think back of all the tough trainings and all of the scoldings that we had pulled through.it has all ended.
as jL said we are the first in southzone but yet the first to get out as well.i really cant stand that phrase.
really sad that we are unable to go far,but i'm still happy that we managed to come this far.at least we have 'overshot' what we initially expected.
i guess what everyone needs now is a B-R-E-A-K.
and now that everything is over, we have to put full concentration on our studies now.
SC will always be the winner in my heart.
8/05/2005
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com