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today was indeed a very sad day again.
i decided not to go to the wake today, but to go to church to say my last prayer for her.
i wish to see her for one last time...but i don't wish to see her being sent off. so decided not to go.
after praying it was around two.and at two was the time she is going to be sent off...
her house is just a few 'lanes' down novena church, so i guessed the van(coffin) will have to drive pass the church.and so i decided to wait there.
and as i have expected, i saw the van.
my heart swelled....
this is the end of her journey.....
that's the part where i don't wish to see..but in the end i still saw it drive past me.
my heart ached...my heart sank..
tears just poured out of my eyes.
i'm sure i would feel worse, if i were to be there today.and that's why i didn't want to go.
i miss her...and i will always miss her.
the only thing that i can keep for memories are the letters and cards which she wrote to me.
sometimes life is just so short.
so treasure it since u have the chance.
although it is really sad that she didn't have the chance to enjoy her life when she supposed to be enjoying, but at least she died painlessly.
she may have a new journey ahead of her, who knows?
maybe god just wanted to start a new life for her...
where there's no pain, no sufferings and whatsoever.
but just a simple-happy life.
i think time MAY heal all wounds,
but i'm sure it will leave a scar.
you'll always be living in our hearts.
8/27/2005
Jazreel
SCGS
RP
14 Jan '91
jazreellim91@hotmail.com