My Island.

27 August 2005

today was indeed a very sad day again.
i decided not to go to the wake today, but to go to church to say my last prayer for her.
i wish to see her for one last time...but i don't wish to see her being sent off. so decided not to go.
after praying it was around two.and at two was the time she is going to be sent off...
her house is just a few 'lanes' down novena church, so i guessed the van(coffin) will have to drive pass the church.and so i decided to wait there.
and as i have expected, i saw the van.
my heart swelled....
this is the end of her journey.....

that's the part where i don't wish to see..but in the end i still saw it drive past me.
my heart ached...my heart sank..
tears just poured out of my eyes.
i'm sure i would feel worse, if i were to be there today.and that's why i didn't want to go.
i miss her...and i will always miss her.
the only thing that i can keep for memories are the letters and cards which she wrote to me.

sometimes life is just so short.
so treasure it since u have the chance.
although it is really sad that she didn't have the chance to enjoy her life when she supposed to be enjoying, but at least she died painlessly.
she may have a new journey ahead of her, who knows?
maybe god just wanted to start a new life for her...
where there's no pain, no sufferings and whatsoever.
but just a simple-happy life.
i think time MAY heal all wounds,
but i'm sure it will leave a scar.

you'll always be living in our hearts.

8/27/2005

26 August 2005

went to the wake with my mum jennet renee and jia.
thanks a bunch for accompanying me.
really sad to see her......
we have paid our respect.

the p6 class that was suposed to be taught by her are folding 1777 hearts for her.
as 7 is said to be her favourite number.but they can't possibly make 7777 in just a day.
saw them doing it...so jia and i went to help make a few.
they are going to bring it there tmrw before they send madam yeo off.
really sweet of them.i don't know if i should go down tmrw as well..?

it's really sad to hear from her son how hard she had struggled. they had used up all the possible ways to treat her, however it didn't work.
she had fought a hard battle, but she lost. or maybe she gave up..?she must had been too tired...
i believe god had seen all of her sufferings, and knew it very well that she doesn't deserve all these.perhaps finally decided to ease all her pain....

8/26/2005

24 August 2005

went for treasure hunt today.it was quite fun.came in second(:
we were 23s behind the first grp.

today was a really bad day.
after hearing the shocking news in the morning..i was already not in my best of mood.
yet, i got scolded by two teachers...
but i know i wasnt in a wrong anyway.
i was already in a bad mood, so i didnt even bother to explain..which i usually will when i know that i'm not in a wrong.

maybe this way you won't feel the pain,
and you won't have to suffer anymore.
you will always be remembered,
as you have been a great teacher.
is you whom pulled up my grades fr the bottom to the top
and not just only me, but others as well.
after you have taught me,
there's where i managed to pick up chinese.
i'm sure others share the same thoughts as me too.
in their hearts,
you are always that special teacher,
whom have helped them score good grades,
and always giving your care and concern.
the letters and cards you had given me,
will always be my memories.
however, you didn't wait for the card
which i was intending to send to you on teachers' day.
i guess maybe i'm late.
but i know it's okay because you should know that,
you will always be in my heart,
and will be the teacher whom i will never forget...

8/24/2005

21 August 2005

today is a quite a special day cos 3 people whom i know of, their bdays fall on the same day!
linlaoshi,amanda lee and my bro!wahaha.
i just realised that so many people's bday fall on august.why??=pp
anyways..HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE!!!

this week has been a tiring one for me.don't know why..just feel very tired easily.
for friday's traning we played ruby instead.our old seniors came back and taught us.
initially i didnt like it.but after watching others play i found it quite interesting actually...but i still dont think i will like it though=p

fush rui and me seemed to have gotten addicted to the toa payoh's mango.hahaha.cos we have been craving for it this last few days.
arrggghh..my english oral presentation is on tues!!! in my life..what i hate the most is presentations!!!cos i will get vvvvvv scared n nervous!!!
all the best to myself....

8/21/2005

17 August 2005

today i had my worse home econs lesson ever!!
i screwed up my choux pastry sooooo badly!! arrghhhh
my cream puff turned out to be pancake larh!
and i'm sooo pissed!!
i can't say who i'm pissed with here...
but not with my partner though.

anyways..mass pe with brigid was funny!
hahahahahhaha.
i was laughing my head off!LOL.
anyway i cant dance for peanuts..so i just stand there and laugh..hahahahha.

8/17/2005

13 August 2005

today is SC OPEN HOUSE day.
so sad..it wasnt as interesting as i expected it to be.
cos not a lot of pple came.sad.
so didnt do much stuff...very lil pple came to the court.
i regret not going for prefects' duty instead.i rather usher!!!
anyways bball got more than enough pple already.so they can handle it even if there is one person less.
anyways...it's too late.

i went around school viewing other ccas instead=p
pple were giving out things,asking me to go and watch them perform and stuff.hahaha.
so went for chinese drama.
i went there TWICE okay!LOL.
cos the cds pple kept asking me to bring more pple to go n watch them perform..haha.so i brought grace and jia.
went to watch drama at khoo audi with sok zhen!havent seen her for a LONG time! she came for open house(: so had a lil chit chat with her then walk with her around the school.
went to the spice rooms to look at the geog trip photos.it was nice(: then had a lil chit chat with mrs chan too.(she's not too bad afterall=pp)
watched handbells perform.
and watched choir perform thrice((: BRAVO!

went out for dinner with amelia at anchorpoint.
half way through eating..ms R. lee and ms seah came to say HI to us!
so happened they were shopping at anchorpoint as well..
i was shocked!
but they were nice cos they came to us to say HI ((:
aww..miss ms lee. :\
and then amelia and i went to ikea to walk around.
haha.

8/13/2005

09 August 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

went with amelia to esplanade to catch the fireworks(:
i was just thinking since this year's national day celebration in school was bad..so to make up for that i decided to call amelia to go down to the esplanade with me(:
there were lots and lots of pple there as expected...haha.
but we still managed to get a spot so we sat down n wait.

we saw the fighter planes flying above our heads a few times, and people were all waving at the planes.
heard the firing of the guns.it was quite scary at first..hahaha cos we got a shocked.they fired abt 10 times i think.
and of cos......at the end..we saw the B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L fireworks=D
it was just simply B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.
but if i were at the padang instead..i will be able to get the feel of the national day's atmosphere even more.
ohwells..i'll try getting tickets next year to watch the actual show((:
i'm sure all the people that had the chance to watch the NDP surely feel very proud of singapore!(:
cos that was what i feel when i watched the preview last year=D

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies

Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies
We can touch the skies

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!((:

8/09/2005

08 August 2005

this year's national day is bad bad bad. this is e FIRST time in my whole entire sc life experiencing celebrating national day in the hall.
so sad that it was raining in the morning so we couldnt celebrate in the field...sighh.
after waking up so early in the morning for many weeks just for marching..now all efforts are wasted.
good thing i'm not in sec 4s this year..or i'll curse and swear at the the weather!!phew..
hopefully during my last year in sc i wont have a rainy national day....(:
and of cos the ''national day mood" wasnt really there....but still tried hard to get the mood.

stayed back for bball photo taking.took with ms chiew and mrs b as well.
after that went out with the bballers for lunch.some went sakae and 4 of us (amanda clarissa jess me) went to billy bombers instead cos there wasnt enough space.hahaha and good thing we went to billy bombers cos sakae isnt worth it.and moreover i'm not a sushi eater=)
billy bombers food is quite nice.i ate the roaster chicken(: the fries are good!=) not the service there sucks!
actually we are supposed to catch charlie and the chocolate factory..but tickets were sold out.so i decided to just go home.wasnt in a shopping mood today.felt very sian and tired.
sigh...this year's national day is so disappointing....

sat's pvp was okay.didnt play cos i'm still sick.but played a tiny winy bit and i was like dying. i have no more stamina....!!! that means i have to start running my rounds already...
and....i acted as a strawberry flavoured jelly=D

8/08/2005

05 August 2005

we lost to unity today.25-39 bad score.
i didnt expect to lose.
i dont know why, but we are not performing like what we always have been performing during the southzone.
i guess, everyone is really tired..really exhausted.
almost everyday we have training and match.and we have to also catch up with our schoolwork.frankly,i feel like dying soon.
and maybe this caused me to fall sick.
now, everything is over.

i felt very sad during the match when jL asked me if i could play.cos i shook my head.is like rejecting a chance to play.but i really cant play cos i'm still coughing.so even if she puts me down it will be pointless cos i wont be able to perform.
i really dont know why must i fall sick during this period of time...?this is such a wrong time!
i didnt manage to play a single match in nationals.
i cried very much when jL said
" today all of our matches and hard work have come to an end."
(cos we are out of nationals already)
and seeing her with that smile on her face even after we have lost.
i just think back of all the tough trainings and all of the scoldings that we had pulled through.it has all ended.
as jL said we are the first in southzone but yet the first to get out as well.i really cant stand that phrase.
really sad that we are unable to go far,but i'm still happy that we managed to come this far.at least we have 'overshot' what we initially expected.

i guess what everyone needs now is a B-R-E-A-K.
and now that everything is over, we have to put full concentration on our studies now.
SC will always be the winner in my heart.

8/05/2005

03 August 2005

it's okay sc.
we will work harder for this coming fri's match against unity.
although we lost to nan qiao38 37 today, this is not the end yet!
we still have a long long way to go(:
i hope i will recover by fri in order to play.
(this is quite impossible, but at least that's what i'm hoping for.)

and sorry to the people around me!
esp the people SITTING around me in class!!!
so sorry if i have caused u all to fall sick too...esp my partner!!
sorry denise!! GET WELL SOON!!!

8/03/2005

01 August 2005

so sorry bballers...wasnt able to go down an support u all.
didnt expect my fever to be that bad.
anyways congrats! WE WON!=D
sc vs macpherson 29 20!

8/01/2005