My Island.

31 July 2005

now is 5.30A.M. on a SUNDAY EARLY MORNING.
i woke up to study for my tests.
cos i have not been studying due to my high fever.
on friday my fever was 37.8 ard there
sat morning was 37.6
sat afternoon 39.5!
sat night 40.1!!!
went to the doctor...usual stuff...medicine....

i just pray that i will be fine by tmrw...
cos THERE WILL BE A MATCH!!arrghHHH!
i dreamt that jL scolded me for being sick...and then i suddenly woke up-_-''
see how much she can affect me with her words...=pp
anyway..to all bballers: in case i can't recover in time..i will still go n support the match!
and if i'm still having a high fever and did not turn up in school tmrw..i will go
down
to clementi sports hall myself to support u all okays!=D so no matter what i will still
go for the match.but whether if i can play or not is another matter...-_-"

i PRAY that i wont lose my stamina after i recover.....

7/31/2005

27 July 2005

OH MAN! I CANT BELIEVE THIS!! BUT I STILL WANT TO SAY....WE WON!!!!!!!! :...........................................)
we won RGS 34:32!arrrggghhh..cant believe this!
"SOUTHZONE CHAMPIONS 2005!!"

we have been working sooooooooo hard ever since the beginning of this year!we even went to KL to play against the schools there to gain experiences for this southzone match.
and also..ever since the beginning of this year..jL has ALWAYS been telling us how good RGS is..so we have to work superly hard if we want to win them...
and when our competitions are getting nearer..like duirng june..she kept saying how good they are even more often.she they became our main target.whatever we train for...are mainly for rgs match.

jL was being very calm today.! i guess she doesnt want to pressurize us to much thats y.this game was expectedly exciting and worrying.
i cried and cheered at the same time and i cheered until i cried at the same time too...really really scared and worried.as u can see that the score is soo close.we tied many ties during the match.or was either they were leading by two points or we were leading by two points.we were just fighting fighting fighting!EVERY SINGLE BALL IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO US!

after fush was fouled out..jL put me in for the last 5 mins.i told myself that i must fight for EVERY ball!there is no more time to waste..and i(we) cant afford to make any mistakes!! i was rather nervous.but earlier on esther came to me and told me to stay calm and be prepared to go in anytime..so i felt more motivated then.
i want to thank jL for giving me the chance to play..and for giving me the trust.

i remember the last 58 secs was a SUPER exciting one..no one on the bench could sit down... no one at the spectator stand could sit down either!!cos during that 58 secs..if rg shoots in just ONE ball..we will tie with them.(34 32+2)
nth happened until ard the 18 point smth sec. someone fouled a girl i think.we were like OHMAN!cos rg girls their shots are ike 99% can get in.
all of us prayed HARD!i was like closing my eyes...n praying hard.
PHEW...they didnt get in!=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i was SO happy!
and then when there were two secs left..sarah travelled.so the rg girl got to start the ball.
but when that rg girl passed to her teamate, chris just used all her strength to grabbed the girl's ball out of her hands until chris fell onto the floor...but she hold it TIGHT until....two secs was up!!THE END!
ARRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!
WE WON!!!!
when i saw the clock says 00:00... I RAN ALL THE WAY TO THE CENTRE OF THE COURT AND STARTED SCREAMING AND HUGGING AND CRYING WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS!!!!REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY OVERJOYED!!
all of our seniors all came running down hugging together...
SC WE DID IT!!!!!=DDD
i'm sure jL can't believe this too!!anyway we DID IT!!!

TO ALL SUPPORTERS (SENIORS/NETBALLERS/FRIENDS) thanks a billion!
seniors: EVERYTHING!
netballers: for the balloons and the support!!
denise(my partner): the letter and all the chocolates!! <3
thanks for ALL of the wishes and the encouragements!thanks!!! A BIG THANK YOU!!
and i would like to also thank AMELIA who supported me through all of my matches! writting me letters...giving me encouragements..buying me lollipop..friendship cookie(famous amous=p)! i TRUELY aprreciate it VERY MUCH! thanks a BUNCH! I LOVE YOU!!!<3

after everything...mrs bowness brought all of us to j8's sweansens for a treat!it is SOOO nice of her!
so now....SC is emerging into the NATIONALS!

7/27/2005

26 July 2005

tmrw is the day.a day that we have been practising so hard for.
a day that we are looking forward to.. and not exactly really looking forward to....
our southzone finals.

frankly speaking.i can't really tell what i'm feeling now.cos i am filled with mixed feelings.
maybe scared and worried are the two words that i can use.
just would like to say that, no matter what the results may be, truthfully i'm already very happy that we can come until this far.
i remember at the beginning of the year, i was thinking to myself, whether or not are we even able to beat the FIRST southzone school that we play.and i know even mrs b and jL were not sure as well.cos at the beginning of the year, our standard was ZERO! mrs b and jL at first thought that we wont be able to make it, and thought that we were already hopeless.
who knows?
now after playing against seven schools..we have beaten all seven of them.
so arent all these good enough?
of cos, humans are mostly as greedy as me.we want MORE! we want to aim further!go further!
because we want to WIN!we want to do SC and everyone else proud!

thanks to all supports who wanted to come down and support us.we really appreciate it veryvery much.however, due to the EV so u all cant.it's okay, cos we know that u all will always be there for us(:
a very big thanks!! -bows (haha)

we gonna f-f-i-i-g-h-t
we gonna s-s-c-c-o-r-e
we gonna FIGHT
SCORE
and we win the game!
cos SC SC is our name!
go SC bball!!

7/26/2005

23 July 2005

((: beat newtown with the score of 29- 23.
quite a close fight.
ytd's match can truely tell how bad my stamina is.i am supposed to guard no. 12 wherever she goes.
due to my lousy stamina, i let her off a few times cos i couldnt chase up.so sorry....
thanks to all the supports who made an effort to come down and support us.
(seniors, juniors, netballers.amelia(: jo(: luanzheng(:)

THE NEXT MATCH(first and sec placings).....
we will be fighting against RGS for the top placing on wed at yio chu kang sports hall.
i will pray hard...

7/23/2005

21 July 2005

today is one of my worst days ever!
remember on one of my previous entries, i wrote that the bballers got scolded for playing at the sprial staircase and mr ang scolded clarissa for not stopping them..
at that time i was surprised that he didnt scold me cos i was there too.
it wasnt bcos he didnt see me or anything...is just that he purposely wanted to talk to me personally.i guess was bcos he doesnt want to embarrass me infront of everyone.
there were 3 things that he talk ed to me abt..but i'm not goint to say all.

i feel very bad sad disappointed guilty and regret not doing what i should have done.
i sort of feel that i have failed as a prefect.i feel really bad..
one of his phrase" i never say that being a prefect is easy, but since its ur job, ur duty, u have to take it.u have to be genuine ...."
i dont blame him for anything..i know i'm the one in a wrong.
but i just couldnt take it...
thanks for all of the comforts.i appreciate it very much,thanks!

ohyes and tmrw is the semi's for bball!
SC ALL THE WAY!! keep up the fighting spirit always=D

7/21/2005

20 July 2005

haha bballers only had to go to school at 9.30 today((:
played against cedar and we won 38 26=D

before we alighted fr the bus..the bus uncle asked mrs D who are going to play against today.
so she said cedar.then after hearing that he said " die".(he is trying to say tt we will lose)
so happened i was standing beside mrs D so i sort of shouted at the uncle saying: NO!WE WILL NEVER DIE!(i meant that we won't lose to cedar) and i just walked off..
i felt like killing him or somthing larh..arrghh!
before we even get to see our opponents he already 'cursed' us! MAD MAN!

went back to school after watching the match.
watched the video taken by rui during the match.
it was quite interesting.lol.
then jL told us the mistakes that the players made and stuff.
kept re-winding and playing the video again...
then jL said some stuff abt the team before she left.

it touches me again and makes me feel sad.
cried a little, but i was controlling my way through the talk.
but couldnt take it anymore...cried along the way when i put the key back in the staffroom.
i don't blame u for anything...
cos i know it's not ur fault.
i know it all in my heart.
thanks for those words.i will always remember.
once again, i would like to say that your words does wonders.

7/20/2005

19 July 2005

played against CHIJ(toa payoh) today.
won them 42:6 =D
this is my first time playing abt 3/4 of a match in my whole entire life.so my stamina was superly bad!
i ALMOST puke on court!
ohyes!tmrw bballers are allowed to go to school by 9.30 instead=DD finally i can have a good sleep!
having a match against cedar tmrw..
ALL THE BEST SC!=D
TOGETHER WE CAN DO IT!

today was actually quite a bad day for us.
first we got scolded by mr ang really badly for playing at the spiral staircase.
and then clarissa got scolded individually by him just bcos she is the captain.
our mood was therefore kind of dampened already.esp clarissa.

went to ccab and did our warm-ups.
then jL got very angry with us cos she said that we were late.
and when we wanted to do our warm-ups we didnt have balls cos mrs bowness told clarissa that she will bring it.but she was at a meeting so she was late.
so jL scolded clarissa for not telling her before hand that we dont have balls.
and she got angry again cos we were late yet we did our warm-ups slowly.
ohwells...so she punished us BEFORE THE MATCH by asking us to sprint 10 time up and down the court.
at first it was only 10 times.but she wasnt satisfied.so she made us sprint another 10 times.-_-''
i was scared cos it was BEFORE the match.and she tired us out already.
however, it didnt affect our match(:

thank you jL for giving me the chance...

7/19/2005

yes we won zhong hua 27 :17((:
SC all the best for tmrw's match against CHIJ toa payoh! we can do it!=D

jL spoke to me today.
although u will nv read this..but this is what i feel.
i almost wanted to tear.
i do know what u are tryig to tell me..
so i understand too.
i do know my own strength and i do know where i stand.
thanks for encouraging me and not giving up on me.
you told me that u have a lil hope in me. but i know that lil hope isnt strong enough to gain ur confidence.
i wont forget ur words.nv will i.and bcos of those words, u gave me confidence to do better.
and bcos of that, i will try even harder.
" i want to see your fighting spirit again..."
" never give up.."
-that's what u said to me.
i will always remember what u have said and will try my best.

jL's words does wonders...

7/19/2005

17 July 2005

yesterday's s-capade was quite okay.expected it to be more fun and exciting though.
i was all drenched!cos we all ran around pouring water on each other!hahaha fun.but for me it all started cos of that stupid emily the char siew bao!hahaha.
therefore felt quite ill this morning.had a bad headache so couldnt get to school by 8 this morning for sc swing.but i went later in the afternoon.
i was quite high ytd cos no matter how much i run or jump i just wont feel tired=p
went for supper with rui and meiping after that.
before going for s capade i went for tuition with zhiying and meiping.the boys there for friday's class was so funny!hahahaha..they kept making fun of the laoshi!LOL.
but bcos of that, i didnt feel so bored during tuition..hehe.

ohwells..and today sc swing was quite okay too.it was fr 8 to 9....long hours.we invited the other school's prefects/counsellors to sc to get to know their school's discipline as well as have some fun with them too.
had a little fun playing all the station games organised by the external com.great job man!clapclap!
but i missed out on the 'forum' where they talk abt the their school's discipline.heard that a lot of mixed-schools's boys usually get canning as their punishments if they accumulate 4 bookings or smth.
wow!after hearing that i almost fainted.lol.

i was all soapy and wet after playing all those games..cos they sprayed us and make us crawl on soap water.and we had to dance can-can fr the amphi to the flag pole(across the courtyard) and then back again.hahaha that is a form of punishment for one of the games.
as usual had to come up with a skit.our grp consist of two acs guys(bryan.john.) and one ffms girl(eunice) and 5 of us(fang jeanette deb stef and i).didnt help out much for the skit cos i wasnt feeling v well at that time.so didnt act too.but we grp did act.
most of the boys who acted in other grps were very funny!i think they purposely made them act very sissy to make the whole thing funny!hahaha.i remb there was this boy who speaks in a very high pitch tone..LOL.
sang the invest songs for them and then after that we exchanged contacts.

there will be a match on monday against zhonghua.it will be tough i supposed.but still SC will never give up and will fight to the very end!all the best bballers!

7/17/2005

14 July 2005

today is one of my worst days ever!
but first..i would like to say..we WON!((: we won new town 34 : 28
however i didnt get to play.anyways, we still won(:
thank you supporters!(amelia,amilyn,cheryl,renee,jennet..seniors)

i said that today is one of my worst days cos i LOST my WALLET!arggggggHHH....
i cant believe that i can be sooo careless....
i think i lost it at the canteen..
pls pls..i hope whoever picked up my wallet can be honest enough to return it to me!!
it does not only contain a lot of important stuff in it..it also contains a lot of sentimental values...

7/14/2005

13 July 2005

todaytoday...we played against queensway.
we won 43 22((:
it was quite a good game.jL was quite happy with all of us=)
i was very surprise that i managed to shoot the the last ball in..
i was telling myself that i wont get it in..but then i did! i was like woah..even jL couldnt believe i can get that shot in i guess...ha.
hahaha.may this luck always follow me=pp

tmrw's match will be a scary/worrying/quite tough yet an exciting one i guess.
we will be playing against new town.they won zhonghua today when we thought that zhonghua shld be stronger.so it is quite 'threatening ' for us.
anyways...SC will try their best no matter what.
GO SC!

7/13/2005

10 July 2005

friday was quite a fun day for me.haha.right after school i went down to the prefects' room to dethorn the flowers with some prefects.there were A THOUSAND stalks of flowers!
we wore gloves and used scissors to cut out the thorns.got pricked a few times..it hurts man.
after that i went for bball and left ard 5. cos got to continue to dethorn flowers(:

ard 6.45pm, we all went up to khoo audi and started selling flowers.i took a few stalks of flowers and went ard selling them.business was good!(: had to keep on refilling flowers. concert started so we waited for the interval to start selling again.haha while waiting..amelia and i went down to the bball court to play bball in the dark(: it's good okays..cos u can be more accurate this way.=p

sold flowers during the interval and the waited for the concert to end then sell again.left only abt 11.i was dead tired.
thanks to sharm and sharm's mum for buying food and snacks and drinks for us(: so nice of them.

yesterday was my turn to watch maddcap instead.haha.met rui yx lingen jess clarissa at novena mrt.went to fish and co. for dinner.then took a cab down to school.
maddcap was quite nice.but sadly..i expected the choir to be more 'interesting' but its okay(: cos i still like choir best! band was not too bad too. i can't appreciate band music..but yesterday i did.hahaha.
gave all my flowers away((: yeah!
clarissa!thanks for ur flower!hahaha.

after that went to newton to have supper with rui chris and yx.

7/10/2005

06 July 2005

anyways.had training at ccab today.we went there because ms chiew wanted to avoid mr tan from knowing.
so we rushed into her 'mini van' and kept looking around for people like illegal immigrants.hahaha.

surprisingly,training wasn't tough today.thank god.at first i was already not feeling very well today.don't know why too?oh well..but training was fine.
and ms chiew was rather patient with all of us today(: it is really good, but it makes me feel even more guilty because whenever i do something wrong and she doesn't scold yet she encourages me, i will really feel that i am such a let down.
but i like her when she is patient with us!! with me especially.cos i can learn better and faster that way.
hope that she will continue to be that way(:

7/06/2005

04 July 2005

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!

-GET LOST!!!

7/04/2005